apology

[soapwench]

For anyone out there who happened to catch my angry, and HIGHLY private blog addressed to Richard a few days ago (last Tuesday I believe), it was originally written and marked "for Richard's eyes only."  A day or two after it was written, I decided to change it to Private, but through a slip of the mouse wheel or some other technical mishap, it was made Public instead.  My personal, private feelings were laid bare for public scrutiny and commentary. 

For those who read what I wrote, realized that I was hurt and angry and ignored it, thank you.  I appreciate your compassion.

For those who are outraged and horrified on Richard's behalf, I sincerely apologize for making my anger with him public.